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hayfever is finishing me omfg

11:07pm, 11/4/25

although i got alot of scanning and photography done today my hayfever took a turn for the worst and my eyes got so itchy they got swollen and i couldnt open them!!
as im typing this the swelling has gone down but i am so devestated.

the weather was so nice today and i wanted to go on a long walk and use the mp3 player i bought when i went on a trip to scotland last year (i have been working on getting it to turn on and i've finally done it) and just walk around with no phone distracting me, but idk my eyes decided they were gonna swell up.

anyways i dragged myself to the chemist and i got some eyedrops. they are working cause the swelling has gone down but i dont think i'll be ok enough to go on a walk tomorrow either (its going to be the same temprature). i know summer/warmer days are coming but its so annoying that i cant enjoy the nice weather while its here.

im rlly drowsy as well because of this medicine. have i mentioned that i have never had hayfever until last year? i dont know why it had to hit me now but im not handling it well at all.